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Monday, December 12, 2005

Remembering

Master,

As we approach 2 yrs of ownership, I thought that I would remember the reason why this is all worth it in the end.

I can not believe that in January it will be 3 years since our first meeting at Ale House.

December 22nd, 2003 08:38 pm -
A New Beginning
Today marks the beginning of my live journal. I hope that this will be a very exciting, passionate, intriguing, and exciting path to travel down.
I have thought about my actions with MJ over the past 3 months and he could have very easily told me to go fuck off for the way that I have been non-committed to him.

Life just has a funny way of stepping in everytime I seem to be getting close to him again. I no longer want to just think of MJ as a play partner, but to know he is my Dom and will guide and protect me from harm.
We have stepped over that boundry last night in our talk of committment to one another. I have keep the emotional boundries in check this year and he opened a whole new world to me last night..
Sweet sighs of wonderful beginnings for a new year.
TY Sir for having faith in Us.

11:34 pm - Believing
It's funny how things fall into place when we least expect them to. I know that we have always been good friends above and beyond our D/s play time together Sir, but how this came about is still foggy in my head.
I know you have always told me to just believe in you and you would always be there for me.
Why I ever doubted that I will never have the answer. Maybe because of knowing that boundaries were set up Last January to protect each of us.

We knew from the beginning that neither was ready for a 24/7 with one another. I knew that I could not 'fall' for you if I wanted you as a play partner.

You set boundaries for our relationship to help protect my emotional state and ensure that I understood how far involved we could be with one another....and knowing those boundaries were not crossed has got us to this point.

I have thought about things that we have talked about, goals, wants and desires. I have always held back because I was afraid of losing what we do share. I am glad that you have accepted me as your submissive and the boundaries we have had the past year are no longer there. I give myself openly to you Sir.

The level of respect that I hold for you can now press forward into deeper emotions and new explorations.

Welcome Home
2003-12-24 02:41 am
It's been a long, strange journey...the two of U/us. But it IS time, and I'm excited to see where this next step takes U/us. The coming days and weeks and months will be a wonderful journey, and I'm glad you're on it with Me.
Welcome Home.
MJ

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