Subbie Thoughts

I think I need to start writing again. Time to become focused once again. Life has a way of getting in the way of things. I am off kelter at the moment. Need a perspective check, and as you have always told me, I need to share my thoughts with you so that you know when i need fine tuned (LOL).

We have come a very long way since our beginnings. Sometimes it amazes me the journey that we have taken together that led us to the path we are on for our future. Sometimes we are so in tune with one another, at least I feel that way.
I can not tell you how much you are embedded into my heart and soul.
You may think that this is cliche, but trust me Master when I say this, Your words are what keeps my head above water. I start to falter and all I have to do is remember a word, a conversation, anything that puts your voice in my head and I know just how deep our relationship really is.
A long time ago before I met you and I did a lot of reading about BDSM, I read the words of submissives and how they felt about their Doms or Masters and I was like, yeah that sounds great but they need to get a grip on reality. LOL boy did I learn to eat those words. I never expected that those things I read about so long ago really hold true to the sanction of a BDSM relationship.
Do you have any idea just how motivational you are in my life? Just knowing you are there just to say hi each day keeps me in check. I need encouragement right now more than I ever have in the past. Things I think I am in control of, I am not so sure that I am.
Things that are within my reach seem unattainable at work. I think it's time to start positioning myself towards another company. Time to get my ducks in a row and explore just where my experience will land me. I need your guidance and support to know that I am doing the right thing.

Thank you for being my rock!!